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//.I hate 2012 . !! @ Monday, June 11, 2012
Assalamualaikum wbt ,hey , lama tak update blog . since 6th june . Hmm mmg nak update aritu tapi asyik saved dalam drafts je , malas lah nak update lgi so wana delete . Today hari agak slow gila , and depression , and rasa macam nak bunuh diri je . because my exam results so so so bad . :( idk why , tibe-2 je bnyk menurun . dri C ke D I think memang banyak markah wana low . rasa macam nak nangis sgt-2 . because I already tried my best , and memang dah baca buku #except geo but still tak boleh score .
For Geo , I deserve to get that marks tapi rasa macam erhhh , why am I so stupid ? :( dapat fail . I mean tibe-2 je ! Maybe sebab sebelum exam wana fikir bnyk sgt benda kot ? I mean , kenapa org lain tibe-2 boleh dpt high ? Ya Allah , adakah ini dugaan buat hambamu ini ? seriously , markah wana nak buat wana rasa bunuh diri ! Geo tade sape dpt A , tpi 3 org gagal *I guess and Im one of them . fml . tapi serious ni kali berapa wana fail subject . jarang la fail sub tapi still rasa macam nak bunuh diri
I dont wanna wake up from my dreams , I hate reality ! and agama , meningkat lah jugak tapi takdelah meningkat mana pun . still dapat C jugak . okay yang ni mmg wana tak puas hati . sebab wana dh baca buku ! study smart ! But I am still wondering why I got C in my exam result ? hmm sedih gila-2 . and I dont know mcm mana dhiya boleh dpt higher marks than me .
pffft ! tahun 2012 mmg sucks gila . and tahun menacabar ! mcm-2 jadi kat wana , nak sgt jd f1 balik . imiss 2011 takde la pening kepala nak fikir masalah je . hmmm 2012 mcm dengki ngan wana je :p heee~ but I hope 2013 is more better than 2012 #kalau lah wana masih hidup . and 2012 ni kan , wana macam benci ramai org , tahun paling tak happy , paling muram . hmmmm I guess it came back again . the old thing xD back to the topic . pfft !
I dont know lah result yg seterusnya macam mana but I think akan dpt bnyk C . I tried to think positive but when I do , I failed . sebab bila dh fikir positive dpt result , result plak teruk . mmg kecewa gila lah . I expect more . hmmm I'll try my best next time . think positive , hidup bagaikan roda , mungkin sekarang wana ade di bawah , soon enough I'll be at the top again ! InsyaAllah . bak kata kat Firzanah , Kejayaan bermula daripada Kegagalan :)
But Wana tatau la parents wana macam mane plak , samada dia akan think positive or negative . and dah la mid-year parents nak dtg . hmm Ya Allah , kau lembutkan lah hati mak aku and bagi lah dia faham dengan keadaan wana yang sebelum ni . Amiin :D
And yeah tomorrow ade competition choral speaking , hope la atleast dpt nombor 2 or 3 . but I dont think kitorg menang . mwahaha , jahatnye xD but ape pun , nothing impossible . rasa macam nervous pun ade jgk tp sebab dah biasa kan , so yeah normal je la . kadang2 normal kadang-2 tak normal . heee whats wrong with me aaaa ? tomorrow bertanding kat 9 2 . but 9 2 takde kawan sgt , haha pegi sana sebab kawan je ;P but all the best la . insyaAllah :)
Oh yeah and hari sukan akan bermula pada 30 Jun . heee nak try masuk acara sebab tahun lepas takde chance pun nak masuk , maklumlah baru f1 .heee tapi haraplah dpt masuk acara and menang . I like sukan more than pembelajaran . belajar stress sukan asyik main-2 je ~~ weeeee haha , and I hope rumah kuning menang . Go Cenderawasih Go ! beat the rest ! wahahaha
Okay I think thats all . nothing left to be said . I'll update more later , assalamualaikum and hopefully tomorrow takdelah slow mcm ari ni . InsyaAllah ~
//.I hate 2012 . !! @ Monday, June 11, 2012
Assalamualaikum wbt ,hey , lama tak update blog . since 6th june . Hmm mmg nak update aritu tapi asyik saved dalam drafts je , malas lah nak update lgi so wana delete . Today hari agak slow gila , and depression , and rasa macam nak bunuh diri je . because my exam results so so so bad . :( idk why , tibe-2 je bnyk menurun . dri C ke D I think memang banyak markah wana low . rasa macam nak nangis sgt-2 . because I already tried my best , and memang dah baca buku #except geo but still tak boleh score .
For Geo , I deserve to get that marks tapi rasa macam erhhh , why am I so stupid ? :( dapat fail . I mean tibe-2 je ! Maybe sebab sebelum exam wana fikir bnyk sgt benda kot ? I mean , kenapa org lain tibe-2 boleh dpt high ? Ya Allah , adakah ini dugaan buat hambamu ini ? seriously , markah wana nak buat wana rasa bunuh diri ! Geo tade sape dpt A , tpi 3 org gagal *I guess and Im one of them . fml . tapi serious ni kali berapa wana fail subject . jarang la fail sub tapi still rasa macam nak bunuh diri
I dont wanna wake up from my dreams , I hate reality ! and agama , meningkat lah jugak tapi takdelah meningkat mana pun . still dapat C jugak . okay yang ni mmg wana tak puas hati . sebab wana dh baca buku ! study smart ! But I am still wondering why I got C in my exam result ? hmm sedih gila-2 . and I dont know mcm mana dhiya boleh dpt higher marks than me .
pffft ! tahun 2012 mmg sucks gila . and tahun menacabar ! mcm-2 jadi kat wana , nak sgt jd f1 balik . imiss 2011 takde la pening kepala nak fikir masalah je . hmmm 2012 mcm dengki ngan wana je :p heee~ but I hope 2013 is more better than 2012 #kalau lah wana masih hidup . and 2012 ni kan , wana macam benci ramai org , tahun paling tak happy , paling muram . hmmmm I guess it came back again . the old thing xD back to the topic . pfft !
I dont know lah result yg seterusnya macam mana but I think akan dpt bnyk C . I tried to think positive but when I do , I failed . sebab bila dh fikir positive dpt result , result plak teruk . mmg kecewa gila lah . I expect more . hmmm I'll try my best next time . think positive , hidup bagaikan roda , mungkin sekarang wana ade di bawah , soon enough I'll be at the top again ! InsyaAllah . bak kata kat Firzanah , Kejayaan bermula daripada Kegagalan :)
But Wana tatau la parents wana macam mane plak , samada dia akan think positive or negative . and dah la mid-year parents nak dtg . hmm Ya Allah , kau lembutkan lah hati mak aku and bagi lah dia faham dengan keadaan wana yang sebelum ni . Amiin :D
And yeah tomorrow ade competition choral speaking , hope la atleast dpt nombor 2 or 3 . but I dont think kitorg menang . mwahaha , jahatnye xD but ape pun , nothing impossible . rasa macam nervous pun ade jgk tp sebab dah biasa kan , so yeah normal je la . kadang2 normal kadang-2 tak normal . heee whats wrong with me aaaa ? tomorrow bertanding kat 9 2 . but 9 2 takde kawan sgt , haha pegi sana sebab kawan je ;P but all the best la . insyaAllah :)
Oh yeah and hari sukan akan bermula pada 30 Jun . heee nak try masuk acara sebab tahun lepas takde chance pun nak masuk , maklumlah baru f1 .heee tapi haraplah dpt masuk acara and menang . I like sukan more than pembelajaran . belajar stress sukan asyik main-2 je ~~ weeeee haha , and I hope rumah kuning menang . Go Cenderawasih Go ! beat the rest ! wahahaha
Okay I think thats all . nothing left to be said . I'll update more later , assalamualaikum and hopefully tomorrow takdelah slow mcm ari ni . InsyaAllah ~
Well , Hello there muggles ! I'm from gryffindor and I am proud.
Name -My mom gave my name Wan Ridhwana as "Ridhwana" define as Guardian of Paradise . Can call me Wana instead of Ridhwana . Age - They said being 16 is sweet but I don't think so. Location - Putrajaya, Wilayah Persekutuan Putrajaya. Birthdate - 20 June on the Saturday Evening . Favorites - Foods obviously. I like good musics and movies also i like cats mewo.Memories will always be my favourite. Chocolates is my kingdom. I'm a Harry Potter fans so yeah , My favourite is Harry Potter. Hates - I hate so many things but I keep it simple , I hate mostly people around this world . I hate insects too , eww.
Fav Quote:you cherish someone that doesn't see you but you never cherish the person that always be there for you even you're invisible ..
Some Nutritious Facts about me;
One -I like being alone and I dislike too many people surrounds me. Two - I like musics especially Celtic musics and piano musics Three -I like to sing and 'melalak'. Four - I dislike people , so don't talk to me . I dont like making friends cause they're so horrible. especially girls. Five - Obsessed with pink; Six - I'm a potterhead ! yaaaayyss Seven - I love cooking and dreamed to be a good wife also a good mother to my future husband and to my futures kids . (ain't its too early?) Eight - I am emotional person Nine - I want to be a psychological therapist when I grow up. Ten - I am mean and no matter who you are, I will be mean
Do you even ... Believe that we won't be together anymore??Let the memories be with us , let the memories gave us as the lesson , let the memories be the sweetest thing our life. Is it really true that this is our fate ? Somehow I don't want to believe it...
