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//.Sesuatu yang bermain di kepala otakku @ Tuesday, August 14, 2012


Yes I currently missing someone right . No its not a guy , its not my crush , but..its my best friend ever . I miss her so badly . Where have she been ? Seriously , I miss her so damn much . She's the only friend that understands me , and she's the only one that always the same with me . Why ?

Noor Fakhira Alia , wana sangat merindui kamu . Sudah lama wana tak dengar khabar berita a'a , A'a sihat ke ? I've always missed you , I've always thinking of you , but would you do the same just the way I did ? A'a kenapa tak jawab tweet wana ? Kenapa A'a ? Wana memang terasa sebab a'a tak balas tweet wana sedangkan a'a boleh pulak tweet tweet . Wana fikir a'a dah berubah . A'a makin senyap , tak macam dulu lagi dah . Dulu a'a hyper , ceria , comel (eh? :p) dan a'a tak semurung macam sekarang .

Yesterday wana bru tau yang a'a ada masalah kawan seteruk sampai a'a mengalami kemurungan . Thanks to Sha bagitau . Actually , you've already told me that you dont know who is your friend at your hostel right ? But , you said that they treat you well eventhough you dont know who is your real friend . I trusted what she said at the beginning . Now , I know that you have a big problems at your hostel sampai nak pindah kan ?If you have any problems , spill it out . Tell me whats your problem my friend .I've always be there for you.

Thats what friends do right ? I mean best friends !

I am so mad at your friends ! How dare they that to you , a'a ! I hate all of your friends for doing that to you ! If I could slap them , I would BITCH slap to them ! yeah seriously a'a -.- I dont like people bullying my friend ! What have they done to you is not acceptable ! N O T A C C E P T A B L E ! I dont care if I'm being like overly attached best friend ( is that so ? o.o ) but wana akan pertahankan maruah a'a ! Wana tahu a'a jenis yang jaga perasaan orang , sebab tu a'a tahan je kan ? a'a you're such a strong person a'a . Thats what special about you . But a'a , kalau dah seteruk ni , a'a kena tentang a'a ! Dah terang menderang diorg tu jahat ! Tapi wana tahu a'a tak berani . A'a budak baik (yeke?:p)

Semalam wana menangis sebab merindui a'a . Tak percaya kan ? tapi silalah percaya . wana semalam terfikir , macam mana keadaan a'a skang ? ok ke tak ? a'a boleh tahan ke ? sampai menyebabkan wana kemurungan dan takde mood sgt nak bercakap semalam . At first memang wana nak call a'a , tapi a'a selalu off phone , and I dont know at what time a'a free . Wana tahu , a'a tak mungkin baca blog wana yang ni , sebab a'a kan busy .

Takpelah a'a , I just hope that you can stay strong , but I know , a'a lemah jugak macam wana . Kadang-2 nak putus asa sebab tak tahan dah . I know how you feel because we're the same remember ? Tapi a'a kan kuat , tak kira macam mana pun , a'a tetap tahan kan ?A'a , apa yang wana harapkan , a'a jangan lupakan wana sebagai seorang kawan yang selalu menyayangi dan mengingati a'a . (eh jiwang pulak ~)

A'a cakap nobody understands you . I am sorry kalau wana tak faham a'a . Tapi wana cuba faham keadaan a'a . A'a , jangan lupa , yang a'a masih ada lagi kawan yang ada utk a'a ketika a'a sedih . 

A'a I may not be you best of bestbuddies like Fatin , but you know , I will try to be :) because you're so special to me . I am so glad that I've know you a'a . Tak rugi kenal a'a . Thank you for being my friend .And I am sorry that I am not always by your side , sorry a'a . A'a I just wish that you could be the old you again . I would be really happy if you changed to the old you . But , its hard to change when we're used to ourselves now . Please note that you're so special and I always put your name in my heart :')

Please do take care of yourself . I love you so much Fakhira Alia.